So basically I am sitting here pondering men. There is a fellow who is very far but seems very near. Then there is the one who is so close and yet seems miles away. Why must I be such a fucking indesicive freak? I don't know what to do or write and I feel fucking crazy. Like I am drifting away like I did a few months ago for three months. Ugh, I want help and someone who can be fucking right. What the fuck am I talking about. Why do I always feel on the verge of tears?
Damn shit. I need help. Shit fuck shit shit fuck fuck shit. Love, love me do....I used to not believe in love. Then I did, and now I don't know what to think. I feel like I've been beaten. I want to cry and laugh and curl up in a ball and be FUCKING FRENZY!
SHIT!!!!
p.s
kayden is shawnas nephew, he has cerebal palsey thus seizures, he is adorable and a shame he has this. But this boy will be great. He is an angel this I swear. If you pray do so for him, shawna asks this of me.
About Me
- Impy
- Mo Citay, TX, United States
- Young girl in the Southwest, trying to get my shit together. In a great relationship, writing about daily struggles and goals and plans. Hope I can entertain you.
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