Fuckin' A Thug Love

Listening to Thug Love by Bone Thugs N Harmony and Tupac. Badass motherfuckin song, go Bizzy!

Well I sit here after having an argument about cleanliness. Honestly I hate fucking cleaning, I will remain reasonably clean but if there's a few fuckin clothes out and some shit I ain't gonna fuckin' trip. This motherfucker is angry because I accidently left out a fuckin c.d. Like, chill the fuck out please? I told him to fuck off so I think he is mad, maybe :)> I dunno, don't care all to much about wha is pissin him off. I dunno...

Shawell, I am all into this whole college and GED shite. Reading up on supplies and crap. I am such a dork. Whenever I become interested in something I always do everything I can to find out the smallest of details and I get super pissed when I can't get the information I search for. I am nervous about starting these evening classes. It'll be from 6:30 to 8:00pm. The firs pamphlet I got said tha there would be AM and PM classes but I go to website and it says there are only evening classes. Sooooo I guess I gotta do it. I jus hope my teacher is better than the one at Progressive. I don't want another teacher tha cannot pronounce words. Tha was horrid. Well I gotta pee and poo so Imma go
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Well....

Ricardo has discovered my 'horrible secret'! DUH DUH DUUUH!

He read my e mail when I let him use the computer to download some songs. Normally I would be pissed, but he talked to me calmly and didn't get all pissy which is prolly what I would have done had the situation been reversed. He saw all the shite I talk with me Esky. So through out las night he kept asking me things randomly like why can't I trust him as much as I trust someone I don't even physically know. Why is it he must be so negative and be so sure that everyone is horrible and lying deceitful whores? I would not say it to him simply because he will deny it but I don't feel lied to, I do not feel as though I have been deceived. I don't understand why he must be so questioning and negative. Whatever....

I keep having to randomly leave. BLAH!

It seems like it has been forever since I have gotten out a good ranting. I can't control my fingers they want to type quicker and delve into the literary shite. FUCK

Calm down Vez, les take this slow. A slow jaaam. Yes, I need to FUCKING LET IT ALL OUT! I love Tampico. I don't know what to say I am at a lost for words and do not know what to speak. Jus jamming and drinking and being hungry and wondering and hoping and killing feedingbleedingbreathingneedingfeedingdegradingwonderingspasmichatelove
fuckingclothesloudmusicblaringneverendingdreamsareedeceivingnever
goingtowakeup


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