Well....

Ricardo has discovered my 'horrible secret'! DUH DUH DUUUH!

He read my e mail when I let him use the computer to download some songs. Normally I would be pissed, but he talked to me calmly and didn't get all pissy which is prolly what I would have done had the situation been reversed. He saw all the shite I talk with me Esky. So through out las night he kept asking me things randomly like why can't I trust him as much as I trust someone I don't even physically know. Why is it he must be so negative and be so sure that everyone is horrible and lying deceitful whores? I would not say it to him simply because he will deny it but I don't feel lied to, I do not feel as though I have been deceived. I don't understand why he must be so questioning and negative. Whatever....

I keep having to randomly leave. BLAH!

It seems like it has been forever since I have gotten out a good ranting. I can't control my fingers they want to type quicker and delve into the literary shite. FUCK

Calm down Vez, les take this slow. A slow jaaam. Yes, I need to FUCKING LET IT ALL OUT! I love Tampico. I don't know what to say I am at a lost for words and do not know what to speak. Jus jamming and drinking and being hungry and wondering and hoping and killing feedingbleedingbreathingneedingfeedingdegradingwonderingspasmichatelove
fuckingclothesloudmusicblaringneverendingdreamsareedeceivingnever
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