Well I sit here in my huge sunglasses inside because I don't know where my regular glasses are. I have deduced tha, unless someone becomes insanely generous I am not going to get my tatt. I suppose this isn't too bad. Simply because I cannot decide on what tatt I want. I have started to look at JTHM pics. I want a specific one but I can't seem to find pictures of it anywhere. This sucks!
I feel very tired and full. Family finally got food. Okay I am gonna do a run through of my priorities in life;
GED
SAT's
PAY OFF TICKET
START SAVINGS
CAR
Oi I need a car horribly. I am going to get one of those papers tha has the employment ads in them. Wish me and Shawna luck! We both need jobs, Shawna is going to get a car and will have to pay for most gas and all of her insurance. I simply need to keep my animals fed and start saving to pay off this $500-$600 ticket. Then save up for a car ect., Thinking about it makes me wanna cry :(. I hate addictions. I hate responsibilities. I wanna get rid of these animals and these needs and not worry about such things.
I am so worried and nervous. Upsetting thinking about this stuff. Don't know what to do. I love everyone! Yeah right..starting to care less and less..sadness
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