I'm Baaack :P

Yeah fuck everything, like always.

I am a bit pissy, what a fuckin surprise.

Rick was horrid last night. Letting me know how much of a bother I'd been, and how I was annoying him and acting childish by talking to him. He was so fucking cruel. And yet he seemed surprised when he showed up and I asked what instead of a hello or anything. I don't even want to look at that motherfucker. He knows how much I love him and how depressed I was but he's so stuck in his own depression all he could do was be so fucking hateful. Fuck him. FUCK THAT SHIT.

My fear begins to fade, recalling all of the times, because I have died, I will die, it's alright, I don't mind ~ Tool H.

I want to download Eleven by Tool but I can't find it anywhere. I was also playing a SNES rom called E.V.O Search for Eden and I am stuck at this fuckin bee boss. Fucker!

Basically I am unhappy. It's a shame because Rick and I had been getting along quite well, then all this shit goes down and it's all fucked. I walked home from there in the freezing cold because I'd bother him even if I just slept on his couch(despite the fact that, for whatever reason, he was sleeping in his closet instead of his bed). What the fuck? Seriously...I am so confused, I don't want to touch him, I want him to fucking beg for forgiveness before he thinks of touching me. I swear to this, men are despicable pigs.

Unfortunately I like the feeling of dick so I could never go gay :/ or even bi for that matter, I find some chicks attractive but I find no pleasure in the idea of being with one, let alone actually doing so.

Why are the vaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast majority of men so disgusting? :/

Love you all
Vezerie